listing stuff or spazzing...well...you guess....

right now the yellow clock on my desk showing 5.59 am..what am i doing here on blog instead of studying??....urghhh...damn....i've got ton of works to do yet i'm still spazzing here on internet...facebo0kiNg??....bloggiNg???.....well....have been done that...and like it so much...but wrong timing cheda....you've got test on tuesday and you dare to play around like this??...urghhh..that's so cheda.....

just wanna make a list of stuff i wanna do tomorrow....errr..i mean today.....
............Sunday/7 february 2010.....

1-sleep...kekeke
2-print advanced electronic packaging's notes
3-study advanced electronic notes
4-do that Methodology for Final Year Project-need to submit by Monday so hurry up cheda
5-sleep again...hehehe....well...i like sleep so much that i wanna live for sleep...kekeke
6-coaching Nebah on splinter training-wow...i like...hihihi
7-play basketball-need to play a really serious game for the tournament
8-eat noodle cup-been waiting to eat it for two days..uhuks
9-wash my Strawberry Shoes
10-hurmmm...is thinking....hihihi

kekeke....maybe some of you think that this is lame....but you're shit...this is my blog...let me do my stuff here....dont bother to be bothered by me....this is my shit so just click the "x" on the top of this page if you dont like it.....and have a happy leave...




hurmm....need to do something..nature is calling....hhahaha..kekeke....

have not been talk to him for two days....feeling empty here....
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and you...hey you..take me with you...
urghhhh..i also need a vacation here..tired of this hectic schedule of my life....

what so ever....i'm leaving....
see you on my next entry....bye~~~

p/s: this is just a random pic..okie..dont imagine anything and dont ask me anything....dont ever talk to me about this pic....this is just a random pic okie.....
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without a word....still....what should i do....

huh...letih nyer pikiran..penat nyer jantung yang berdegup kencang ineyh...kesian nyer nafas yg x bper nk teratur neyh..sumer bnda jadi x tentu hala..sumer bnda x keruan..sumer bnda is like a disaster.....biler ak jatuh chenta lagi dan lagi.....dan org ituyh adalah tetap org yang sama....even i'm going back and forth...he's still the one that i'm thinkin of....even sometime i've got confuse..he's the one i'm calling for.....penat ler cmneyh....

dan biler ak yakin ak suker dia..akan ader perasaan jahanam yg memenatkan ineyh...sampai bler ak mau phobia....sampai bler ak mau takot dgn perasaan ineyh...sampai bler ak nk menyorok di balik bayang2 hitam ituyh....sampai biler....

tuhan jer yang tahu betapa ak gembira dgn perasaan ineyh.. tuhan jer tahu betapa ak bahagia....setiap kali dia yang memanggil nama ku ituyh..setiap kali dia yang memandang ku ituyh...setiap kali ak mendengar suara nyer walaupon melalui handphone....ak sker biler dia gelak biler ak yang clumsy ineyh tergagap2....ak sker bler dia terima ak seadanya....bler dia melayan ak seadanyer....ak sker....

namun kenapa...bler ak bahagia..mimpi ituyh dtg lagi...nightmare ituyh muncul kembali....ketakutan ituyh kembali menggamit ak..menyedarkan ak...kepada realiti....that painful feeling back to sting me again and again....hit me like a rock falling from sky...and i'm stood there doing nothing....i lurve him and i'm gone crazy because of him...but i cant do anything if we're not meant together....i feel pain..i feel hurt....

what should i do....what should i say....i'm scared...walaupon ak bahagia..ak gembira..di saat ineyh...tapi tetap ader perasaan risau ituyh.....ak takot utk terluka lagi...ak takot utk dilukai lagi...ak takot..amat2 takot....chenta yang memenatkan ineyh..ak takot ak akan kehilangannyer once more....

i know..even there were so many crushes appear in my life..the one that i lurve is you..i knew that..and you knew that..so have no worries..he's doesnt mean anything to me...he is just a lightning struck when there's raining....when the sun is back to shine..that thunder is gone..and so do him...you're the sun...the one that shine my day.....to help me find my way...help me out of darkness....and i lurve you.......

kpd seseorg ituyh...kamu x ader maksud aper2 in my life...it's just a feeling stuck in there for a second...and sorry for make you misunderstood...i never mean that way...maybe the way i'm react when i'm with you making you to have those feeling....this is not real....i'm so sorry but i dont think we are "we".....hope that we can sort this out and when i re-arrange this feeling back to it's normal state....i want you to know that this feeling is not real....sayer bukan lah org yang awak tertunggu2 sblom neyh.....and you're also not the one that i've been waiting for....so stop flirting with me and make me insane seperti ineyh....i hate it biler sayer raser serba salah dan perasaan yang mnggila ituyh menyerang....walaupon sayer tau sayer bukan nyer sker pon kat awak tp sometime it does come..those feeling...bler awak layan sayer cmtuyh...it's make me thinking and torn apart.....and i guilty toward him....he doesnt know anything bout us...so please....jgn pandang sayer cmtuyh lagi and stop layan saya dgn baek lagi...it's ok if you hate me or dont like me..it's better that way....sbb ituyh yg sayer nk buat maser skung..so that i can back to normal and hidop sayer kembali cm dulu...

i'm not a mean person...tp sometimes just penat dgn bnda2 cmneyh...hidup pon daa x keruan..x daa sejernih dulu...penuh dgn keruh2...perasaan jiwa2 kacau neyh mmg ak x sker...naper ler ader bnda2 cmneyh...ak x sker pengacau2 jiwa yg berkacauan dlm pikiran ak neyh...beri ler space kat ak..ak pown nk idop dgn tenang..... xnk serabut2 pikir bnda2 xder pekdah neyh...tp tu ler...neyh ler dunia kn...if xder mnde2 neyh x nama idop plak kn....hahhaah....hurmmm....



aper pon...ak sker sama kamu..kamu ituyh.....huuuuuu
wishing for my dream to come true....

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lovely day...

saturday afterno0n..wind blowing through my window....and i'm listening to OST of You're Beautiful drama....this is really nostalgic...huuuuu...i'm thinking of something and somebody right now..but just ignore that feeling please for now...just focusing on my calm and so0thing feeling mixes right now.....



January had past....right now is February.....the month of Valentine..the month of lurve....but that doesnt bothered me at all...i'm not into that kind of thing..except that i just grateful that there is such thing as lurve in this world...there is no need a special month or day to celebrate it..everyday is the day of lurve....huuuu

owh happy day..owh lovely-lovely day....
i happy but i'm worried....
owh my lovely day...
lurve saturday...lurve sunday..
owh happy day....




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BIRTHDAY BLAST....

i know it's already late..but still..i want to post it here....hehhe...my birthday party...kekeke...on the night before all my friends some kind of ignore me and they just wishing me birthday wishes without prepare anything..i mean when we're celebrate other member's birthday..we're like give them surprise by showing the the cake and the party but at my birthday night..they just gave me birthday wishes...huhu..i'm a bit sad yet i'm bit happy..sad because i thought they dont have money anymore to buy me anything and i feel like my birthday is a burden to them...but at the same time i'm happy because they still remember it and actually i am a kind of person who dont bother to celebrate my birthday much rather than just knowing it is exist...got what i mean..i dont like to celebrate my own birthday.....yeah...

but at the other night...when i was waking up after sleeping in the late evening...one of them contacted me and telling me to get ready because we're wanna go out have dinner together..i thought owh maybe they wanna to celebrate the their winning on futsal on that day..so i just..hurmm..okie..let's go..

but they take me to SEcrET ReciPe to celebrate my birthday...awwww..so sweet....hahhaa...

i kinda dont have any mood to write anymore so just stare at the pic and let ur imagination works...okie...

enjoy....

A.N.JELL ...you're beautiful....SPAZZinG....

have nothing better to do today??.....hhehhehe....let take a peek at these amazing pics of BTS drama "You're Beautiful"-A.N.JELL.......
well...to those who not watching it yet..please..run to your nearest store and grab the DVD and watch it untill your heart content...why??....because this is my suggestion so you must obey it....huhuhu..okie2...this is because(why i feel like this sentence is like writing for the exam one??)...LOL....okie2..back to our topic....this drama is so beautiful...just like it's title...awwww...
i like...i like....i like.....hehehhe...

okie..this pic is when Go Mi Nam watching the show that A.N.JELL 1st debut and jeremy showed him/her the video and at the same time Tae Kyung is running to the living ro0m to stop them....but of course supposely in that video Go Mi Nam is not there because he/she is not join the group yet....but in reality..Mi Nam is there....playing with Tae Kyung...awwww...sweet couple....



hahaaha..remember the song at the end of the drama..when all the actors wear sailormo0n-style and dancing and singing to SNSD song??....heheheh..tae kyung is so cute here....huhuhu..



the drama..they are not get along very well yet...tae kyung always mad and scolding Mi Nam during this time.....huhuhu..but actually they are both playful with each others...huhuhu..



and the poster of A.N.JELL....huhuhuhu.....lurve them so much.....huhuhu
okie..now actually i've got a futsal game to attend...so got to go.....huhuhuhu...

later will post anything here again......hhahahah


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HappY b0RNday....생일 축하 합니다..!!!

according to my calendar...today is 31st January 2010...sunday....1.37am in the morning..mean today is my bornday....hepy birthday cheda....

hurmmm....because this is my birthday..i can wish anything i wanted right....hurmmmm...

first..i wish i were more thinner and my fitness is in level 9/10....hihihi...and if okie i want S-line just like junso0 oppa....thinner waist line with rounded duck-butt.....hhahahha...insane...


then i wish i were more prettier....with a killer jaw-line..and straight nose-line...perghhh...not forget the skin tone..wish i were more fairer and milky2 white with no pimples at all....errr....hhahaha..



and also..wish i meet my happy ending so0ner than i expected....hhahah....someone just wish me to get married so0n..awww...hwang tae kyung???...yes i do.....hihihihi....





but....that's just my wishes right????...i never expected anything to happened actually...just grateful to God that i'm still alive to celebrate this 23rd years of my life....so thankful that i still able to breath and still able to walk in His amazing earth...what i really wish is i can live perfectly happy as i am....i want to stay like this forever....i want to be young like this forever....it's okie if my mind got matured but physically..i want my body is forever fit and healthy like this...like now....huuuuuuu..it's impossible right???...hhaha..it's okie....

just want a healthy body....healthy mind....and wish i have long live so that i can tresure this world and can learn more and more everyday.....thanks God for keeping me alive...and make me as i am today...i will work harder in the future to show my gratitude towards you for created me....and for my mum and dad..thanks for giving birth to me and lurve me with all your heart....i will never able do the same if i were the parent of my childs...thanks so much for rising me untill now and thanks Allah for keep us alive....until now....

happy birthday, cheda...!!!
wish all the happiness be with me and stay with me all the time...
and wish i can bring more happiness to others to0....
lurve you,cheda....!!!

aku dan bebelan ku....

huahauhau.....ari sabtu neyh..xder keje laen..tido..tido..and tido....ingat nk p jalan2..tp cam raser sayang plak...sbb weekend jaa yg ak leh tido memanjang..heheh....ari laen jgn harap ler yer...p lab saner ler keje nyer tiap2 ari..smpai naek menyampah aku...hehehe....

skung kul 4 pm....mata daa tunjuk sign cm nk tido lagi skali selepas kul 2pm td baru bgn..adoi yaaa..aper nk jadi ler dgn aku neyh...anak dara aper ler bgn2 daaa tgh ari...and tido ptg2 neyh..biar ler...sementara ak maseh dara lagi neyh....hahhaha....nnt daa jd isteri org daa xleh kn nk tido sker ati kn...hhahaa..gatal naa....gedix joo minah neyh....huhuhuu......

musti tertnyer2 aper ler kaitan gambar kat atas tuyh dgn post ak..hhehhe...if x tertnyer2 pon buat2 ler tnyer...alaaa...musti korg ader nyer tnyer2 kn..kn...kn....hahaha...
gambar tuyh sekadar nk menunjuk2 yg ak p Padang Besaq...Perlis Indera Kayangan ari tuyh..p beli baju....pastu p mkn tomyam...hihihi.....tuyh jaa....cntek kn warna putih baju tuyh....tp xleh beli sbb sbnarnyer baju tuyh jarang sgt..can see through...so xleh ler beli...yg neyh x nmpak sbb kat dlm tuh ak pakai 2 lapis daa baju....mmg x nmpak ler jarang2 kain nyer ituyh...hhihi...

aper lagi nk bebel kat sini ek....mlm td ak mimpi pelik2 sgt..bukan pelik 18sx tuyh tp pelik laen..pelik yg ak xleh nk beza tuyh ak mimpi kaa bnda yg berlaku betul..penah x korg jd cmtuh??...or bnda2 cmtuyh jd kat korg??....bler korg raser konpius sgt yg korg mimpi kaa korg skung tgh ader kat real nyer world....huhuhu..ntah ler..maybe ak jaa manusia pelik yg raser bnda2 neyh kot....huhuhu..abaikn jaa laa....huhuhu....

buat maser skung ak just terpikir nk teruskan idop aku dgn jayanyer....x nk buat bnda2 negative..x nk pikir bnda2 negative...sumer bnda ak nk lalui dgn positive jaaa..buleh x??....walaup0n ak letih cmna pon dgn dugaan n idop neyh..ak tetap nk bertabah n bertahan smpai ke akhirnyer..buleh x??....huhuhu..buleh ler..please..please....huhuhu..ak nk jd budak baik...ak nk jd pompuan baek..ak nk jd yg baek2 jaaa..buleh x??.....dan yg paling pnting..ak nk hepy utk jd baek ituyh...huhu...ayat ak daa kembali ntah apa2 daa...maksud nyer..dlm usaha utk jd baek n jdkan sumer bnda2 tuyh baek..ak nk hepy and ak hepy bler baek ituyh...

errr....aper2 ler....yg pnting maksud tuyh smpai kat ak....errr...hurmm....blog ak kn...hahah...

huhuhu...byk lg nk bebel neyh tp tgn daa lenguh...nnt nk siapkn report FYP plak....pastu nk tido lg..ptg insya-allah nk turun maen lg...so stop dulu ler naa..nnt mlm2 sket daaa dpt idea kaa apa kaa ak tulih balik naaa...huhuhu.....

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